[ The gentle attention makes a lump form in his throat. All he can do for a few seconds is stare at the tender touch, still in disbelief of what he's seeing. ]
Please ... n-no more ...
[ It hurts. It hurts to have this kindness knowing it will be gone forever in a blink. He's gently pushing Natsume off his knee so he can get up, to put some distance between the two of them. As he goes to the corner of the room, facing the wall, he wraps his arms around his body to hug himself. ]
... this is torture. I ...
[ Tears start to form, searing hot in the corners of his eyes. Before he can control them the sobs start spilling out, thick and filled with agony. ]
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Please ... n-no more ...
[ It hurts. It hurts to have this kindness knowing it will be gone forever in a blink. He's gently pushing Natsume off his knee so he can get up, to put some distance between the two of them. As he goes to the corner of the room, facing the wall, he wraps his arms around his body to hug himself. ]
... this is torture. I ...
[ Tears start to form, searing hot in the corners of his eyes. Before he can control them the sobs start spilling out, thick and filled with agony. ]