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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

I know.

But I had to say it.

[dead_tongue]

I will be as careful as I know how to be.

you worry too much. I can take a lot more than you think I can.

...they lasted what, fifteen minutes?

[dead_tongue]

What?! He's your boyfriend!

[moondregs]

No! We haven’t talked about that yet!

[dead_tongue]

oh.

wait, is that a thing people discuss?

[moondregs]

Yes? You can’t just make a big decision like that without being on the same page. Maybe he doesn’t want to be referred to that way!

[dead_tongue]

Oh.

Oh, shit.

[moondregs]

It’s fine. It’s … fine. In the chaos of everything else maybe he didn’t notice. He’s … having a stand off with one of the people John and sensei are involved with.

[dead_tongue]

What? Wh--oh NO, that's my sisterwife!

[moondregs]

Your what?

… ugh. On second thought, don’t tell me. I don’t really want to know anything about her.

[dead_tongue]

She's Billy and Eddie's girlfriend!

She's also my friend.

...and Murphy is out of line.

[moondregs]

I don’t care either way.

[dead_tongue]

You don't care that someone your partner cares about - the same way he cares about you - is being needlessly hassled just because your boyfriend is upset?

[moondregs]

Partner? What are you going on about?

[dead_tongue]

House!

She's important to House and you don't like her?

[moondregs]

Sensei is my boss. Not my partner. What his partners do is no business of mine.

[dead_tongue]

He is your sexual and romantic partner.

[moondregs]

That’s not …

Look, other people are coming to defend her, so you can let it go.

[dead_tongue]

Your distraction techniques don't work on me!

We're talking about this.

Do you prefer not knowing anything about his other lovers? It's okay to say so. I'm not judging, seriously.

[moondregs]

[ God he’s cringing so hard. ]

We’re not lovers, Iggy! We’re not partners! I’m one of many, many people he has casual sex with every couple of months. I have a stupid, pointless one-sided crush on him that will never amount to anything and my opinion on whomever else he sleeps with is irrelevant. Do you understand?

[dead_tongue]

Mmmmnope, not buying it.

He cares about you.

[moondregs]

Based on what?

[dead_tongue]

I'm not blind, I see stuff!

Anyway, you're still allowed to have feelings about all of this. It's complex! Especially if you don't really know how to feel about one of them.

...like maybe you think they hate you.

[moondregs]

[ Sigh. ]

Murphy doesn’t hate you. Murphy hates himself.

[dead_tongue]

Oh, I didn't mean him. I know he's just in his "martyr me so I feel better!" era. I get it.

I'm using a totally not personal example!