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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

I know you do. Others know you do.

But was it really you that hurt him?

[dead_tongue]

I need to do better.

it's my fault he was there.

[moondregs]

He made the decision, Iggy. And I’m sure he wouldn’t want you to blame yourself either.

If the roles were reversed, would you want him blaming himself?

[dead_tongue]

no. no, of course not.



we did such horrible things. I don't know how to fix it.

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[princess_of_ida]

Did I scare you?

[moondregs]

Not as much as Iggy.

How are you feeling now?

[princess_of_ida]

Like there's a thousand insects in my head when there's usual only a hundred. Like if someone touches me, I'm going to feel their thoughts and they'll feel every broken edge.

Which is actually better than it was. Monster's still overactive, but that should even out with more time away from the Void.

[moondregs]

I’m glad you came back. I know it was awful but I was scared you really would be gone forever.

[princess_of_ida]

Nah, I'd have come back for your skeleton,no matter what.






That was a joke.

[moondregs]

As weird as that whole thing was … I still knew it came from a place of caring. In your own way.

[princess_of_ida]

Something like that.

Would you mind if we hung out or something, like planned, every few days for a while? I don't know what we'd do, but I recognize that I am not okay and should not be alone too much. And I can't be around those that were in the caves with me.

If it's too much to ask, tell me no. It's ok.

[moondregs]

It’s not too much. I’d like that.

[ The mouse house may be small, but it gets lonely. ]

[princess_of_ida]

Thanks. I really don't know what we'll do. You can catch me up on your Rubean beau or something.

— mar 29

[pharmacy]

[ He lets a full day pass before--grudgingly, belatedly--pinging Junpei's way. ]

[moondregs]

[ After a few minutes, there's a ping back. ]

[pharmacy]

I was trying to talk to you man to man

[moondregs]

If people don't want to believe him, that's their right.

But asking me not to believe him isn't.

[pharmacy]

ffs that's not what I wanted, I never asked for that

[moondregs]

That's what Nikolai wanted. The entire conversation was trying to get me to turn on a friend. My only friend when I came here. And you were so concerned with me 'burning bridges' with him above everything else.

[pharmacy]

no, just above you being a DICK

After everything with Murphy, is it so much to ask my friends not to fight?

[moondregs]

I'm fairly sure he won't be bothering to speak to me again, so it's safe to say there won't be anymore fighting.

[pharmacy]

and what, youre still pissed with me?

[moondregs]

I’m wondering the same about you.

[pharmacy]

I wasn't even pissed to start with, you were the one with the problem

[moondregs]

Yeah, I could tell by the way you called me a shithead.