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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

Relentless.

[ He’s much too exhausted and stir crazy in equal parts to be be standoffish. ]

[sunmon]

I'm going to talk to the Duchess.
I'm going to find a way to fix this.
Just hang in there.

[moondregs]

Lots of us suspect she can hear everything anyway.

If that’s true, she may already know.

I appreciate the thought.

[sunmon]

It's easy to ignore us talking to each other.
It's harder to ignore people right in front of her, demanding answers, demanding a solution.

[moondregs]

What can I do to help you?

[ He’s tired of feeling useless. It’s almost worse than the physical symptoms. ]

(cw: suicide refs here on out)

[sunmon]

Can you help me get something for pain?
It's not going to be fun, getting to her.

[moondregs]

They won’t let me into the clinic right now, but I’m still on good terms with Magda. I can probably do that.

What is your plan?

[sunmon]

There's only one surefire way to see her.
I'm going to die.

[moondregs]

I’d considered that. I was talked out of it. But it keeps popping back into my head even now.

Is someone going to help you?

[sunmon]

I've asked Aleksander to do it.
Fence is going with me.

[moondregs]

Maybe someone experiencing the affliction should go too.

[sunmon]

I'm not asking anyone to do that.

[moondregs]

And if I offered?

[sunmon]

Then I'd say you're right.
It would probably help, having someone who she'd taken to bed there.
Someone who's going through it firsthand.

[moondregs]

I’ll help you.

[sunmon]

Are you absolutely sure?

[moondregs]

Yes. Some people won’t be happy with me, but I’ll deal with that as it comes.

Just let me know where.

[sunmon]

I'll let the others know to expect you with us.
I was just going to do it at home.
Do you need someone to help you?

[moondregs]

Oh. Right.

I have something I can take.

[sunmon]

Do you want someone to be with you when you do?
There are enough of us. I can talk to Fence or Jughead.

[moondregs]

No. I should be fine.

[ Thank goodness it’s text so she can’t tell he’s actually terrified. ]

[sunmon]

Alright.
Then I'll see you when we wake up.

text; early august

[dead_tongue]

hihihi.

checking in on you.

[moondregs]

Still a mess.

You?

[dead_tongue]

I mean, I've been better.