"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."
[ He doesn't really want to talk about it, but he's got time--and he needs to set a good example. ]
Better than a week ago, but my sleep is bullshit This stuff with Murphy is kind of freaking me out
I feel like maybe I can wake him up from the inside, but I keep taking shit to help me sleep, but I'm so focused on it that it's hard to get DOWN...idk vicious cycle
[ He hadn't mentioned it to Junpei at the time, too wound up by the chaos, frightened that he couldn't make good on it, but: ]
I found him once a couple weeks ago, but that thing had such a grip on him, I could hardly get any ground but I think I could find him again I changed someone else's dream recently too, I think
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[ Oops. Broke another vial. He puts down his notes to fetch the broom. ]
If you want to.
[ Please want to. ]
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Are you working now? did you eat before leaving home?
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I ate.
Really, I’ll be fine. It’s more normal around here than it has been.
[ An apple. Easy to finish on his walk to the clinic. ]
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You're good at fine
"normal" seems like a stretch tho
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What about you?
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Better than a week ago, but my sleep is bullshit
This stuff with Murphy is kind of freaking me out
I feel like maybe I can wake him up from the inside, but I keep taking shit to help me sleep, but I'm so focused on it that it's hard to get DOWN...idk vicious cycle
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[ The spark of hope makes him instantly forget he was playing it casual. ]
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I found him once a couple weeks ago, but that thing had such a grip on him, I could hardly get any ground
but I think I could find him again
I changed someone else's dream recently too, I think
I think maybe I could do it
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between chores tonight?
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