"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."
the wolves don't forget that they're wolves, Junpei. we think we're safe with them because they protect us, but they only do it because they want us for themselves.
sorry. it's difficult to think about without panicking. I'll try.
Ianthe took all my flesh off. all my organs, all my everything. I was awake the whole time. I felt everything. I was like one of her skeletons. that's all I was. bones.
I'm only alive and whole because of the Duchess. Ianthe gave me to her. she thought I would stay in the castle forever. I was never meant to come back. but Zlatka was merciful to me.
As long as you want me to be. After everything that's happened, nobody could blame you for cutting ties to protect yourself. Whatever you want, Iggy, that's what we'll be.
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one of us had to be sacrificed.
it wasn't you this time.
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she said it had to be one of us, because she loves us.
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Ianthe took all my flesh off. all my organs, all my everything. I was awake the whole time. I felt everything. I was like one of her skeletons. that's all I was. bones.
I'm only alive and whole because of the Duchess. Ianthe gave me to her. she thought I would stay in the castle forever. I was never meant to come back. but Zlatka was merciful to me.
I'm telling you this because it was almost you.
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Ianthe must be under the influence of something. That doesn't make any sense. She's weird but she wouldn't just do that for fun.
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she knew what she was doing. she won't even deny it.
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At that horrible dinner in the castle. Ianthe chatting with the Duchess. Asking about ... ]
I'm sorry.
It should have been me, Iggy.
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it'll be you eventually.
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You’re with Grady now, right? You’re somewhere safe?
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I felt everything.
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[ But even when things aren't as dire, he seems to always say the wrong thing, so rather than make things any worse: ]
Thank you, Iggy. For wanting to warn me. For trying to be my friend.
Stay with them.
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Junpei. I am your friend. right?
everything feels wrong now.
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