[ It occurs to Junpei, but it doesn't occur to Sunny this is the person he was giving advice to on the anonymous post. After all, there's plenty of bunny familiars here. In addition, the anonymous person he spoke with denied being a familiar evidently, so.. ]
i'm happy for you then, junpei-san. no doubt you are enjoying your time with the person you were smiling about.
[ Things had happened so quickly with Natsume. One minute they were just talking on the network, then they met, and then ... it was all kind of a blur, really. Never would he have dreamed he would be the sort to fall so hard and so quickly. ]
[ It's not that he disliked people because he disliked people, no matter what kind of cynical outlook on life he had. He's definitely gotten attached to people and even formed crushes on them, but he never did anything about trying to get closer to them. In his friend group, when it was altogether, he was apart of it and cherished his friends dearly, but he never really expressed it. He never vocalized how much they meant to him.
But it didn't matter now. He kind of fucked everything up between them. He couldn't help but be curious what it was like to be together with someone, even though at this point in his life he believed he could never achieve something like that. He didn't deserve it anyway.
It seems like the conversation could end there, but he'll gladly talk more to Junpei if he wants to. ]
[ The message leaves him feeling like he's let Sunny down, and it gnaws at him.
After a few minutes: ]
But I can say it feels so natural. Even though it's intense. It is easy to be around him. Like it was always meant to be that way. Even though I never thought I'd date anyone.
[ They have a lot of similarities, but Junpei is responding differently to things in his life than Sunny ever would have. He went for it. He found someone he liked and took a chance when he had the same conclusion Sunny had for himself: I'll never be able to get close to someone like that. Sunny can never see himself confessing to anyone. However, talking to Junpei, it really does make him consider putting in more effort and helping himself and trying to pursue his own happiness, but every day when he tries, it just becomes harder and harder to do. ]
who is he?
[ That's the part that Sunny didn't ever find out at both the Familiar Party and even seeing Junpei's network post. ]
[ It takes Sunny awhile to respond because he's busy drawing. Once he is finished with his drawing, he can lean back and see what he thinks of the couple before leaning back in and writing in how well they look.
He's a little shy to show Junpei this one though, but now he can come to a conclusion: ]
[ But like?? Totally felt that inadequate feeling. It hits home. Another reason Sunny is reluctant to form any kind of relationship. It puts a sudden expectation on him. ]
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i'm happy for you then, junpei-san.
no doubt you are enjoying your time with the person you were smiling about.
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[ There is absolutely zero reason for him to know the full truth. The partial truth is enough. ]
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... ... ... ... ]
is it difficult to find that amount of closeness with someone?
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[ Things had happened so quickly with Natsume. One minute they were just talking on the network, then they met, and then ... it was all kind of a blur, really. Never would he have dreamed he would be the sort to fall so hard and so quickly. ]
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ty anyway.
[ It's not that he disliked people because he disliked people, no matter what kind of cynical outlook on life he had. He's definitely gotten attached to people and even formed crushes on them, but he never did anything about trying to get closer to them. In his friend group, when it was altogether, he was apart of it and cherished his friends dearly, but he never really expressed it. He never vocalized how much they meant to him.
But it didn't matter now. He kind of fucked everything up between them. He couldn't help but be curious what it was like to be together with someone, even though at this point in his life he believed he could never achieve something like that. He didn't deserve it anyway.
It seems like the conversation could end there, but he'll gladly talk more to Junpei if he wants to. ]
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After a few minutes: ]
But I can say it feels so natural. Even though it's intense. It is easy to be around him. Like it was always meant to be that way. Even though I never thought I'd date anyone.
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i think you are strong.
[ They have a lot of similarities, but Junpei is responding differently to things in his life than Sunny ever would have. He went for it. He found someone he liked and took a chance when he had the same conclusion Sunny had for himself: I'll never be able to get close to someone like that. Sunny can never see himself confessing to anyone. However, talking to Junpei, it really does make him consider putting in more effort and helping himself and trying to pursue his own happiness, but every day when he tries, it just becomes harder and harder to do. ]
who is he?
[ That's the part that Sunny didn't ever find out at both the Familiar Party and even seeing Junpei's network post. ]
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His name is Natsume.
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i like natsume.
i hope he considers me a friend.
[ Hmmmmm. ]
you two probably make a good couple.
[ Implying maybe you two don't..!? ]
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I’m sure he does. He’s very kind. I didn’t know you knew each other.
Do you think so? We kind of moved really quickly.
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He's a little shy to show Junpei this one though, but now he can come to a conclusion: ]
yes.
you two are perfect.
i do know him.
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dw.
[ But like?? Totally felt that inadequate feeling. It hits home. Another reason Sunny is reluctant to form any kind of relationship. It puts a sudden expectation on him. ]