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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

It’s survival. Nothing more than that.

[princess_of_ida]

And I'm sure you hated every moment of it.

[moondregs]

It was fine. I’ll admit it was better than fighting.

[ It’s a wonderful feeling to be able to have the comfort of knowing only one other person has the knowledge to call you on your story being bullshit. ]

[princess_of_ida]

Ouch. Don't let him know it was just "fine".

[Unfortunately, Ianthe was bored and remembered Junpei existed.]

[moondregs]

Him? I never specified.

[princess_of_ida]

You told me you liked men. I assumed you found a man's dick to suck. Especially if it happened organically as you just said.

Look, I don't give a fuck what guy you're sleeping with but most people aren't going to like knowing it was just fine.

[moondregs]

It stopped me from turning. It did what it was meant to do. Why are you so concerned with the quality of someone else’s sex?

[princess_of_ida]

I'm bored and you didn't do the more interesting thing.

cw: suicide

[moondregs]

I’m so sorry I didn’t off myself for your entertainment.

[princess_of_ida]

For research. I don't find suicide entertaining.

[Not in itself.]

[moondregs]

Then you should reconsider your phrasing.

I don’t think I’ll be going that route ever, so you can focus your scientific curiosity elsewhere.

cw: suicidal threats, emotional abuse

[princess_of_ida]

I think you shouldn't equate interesting and entertaining. Interesting things are often entertaining but not always.

Anyway, that's probably for the best, my own research aside. Suicide is nasty business. You know, when we were growing up, my sister used to threaten to kill herself to get me to do things I didn't want to do.

[moondregs]

That's ... really unsettling.

I was an only child. Maybe that was more of a blessing than I used to think.

[princess_of_ida]

Oh, I love my sister. She's my other half - we're twins - but she...

I really should've called her bluff. She'd never go through with it; she's too self-centered. And yet it worked every fucking time, even wren we got older and I knew what was really going on.

[moondregs]

[ He's not really sure what to do with this information. ]

Yeah ... well, hindsight is 20/20 I guess ...

[princess_of_ida]

Well yes. Anyway, my point is that despite my tone and general presentation, I do take suicide seriously.

[moondregs]

Yet you still hoped I might try it.

[princess_of_ida]

That doesn't make it any less serious. It would be good information for everyone to know regarding the monster progression. Another option they might not have known would work. Or not work.

You also seemed the most likely to go that way with how stubborn you were about fucking or fighting someone. All I did was present another option.

[moondregs]

Wow. Thanks.

[princess_of_ida]

I'm not the one that vowed to deny myself human connection because I was bullied by some assholes. I call it like I see it.

[moondregs]

It worked fine for me back home. But things are different here.

[ People are actually being kind to him, which makes being an island much more difficult. ]

I had to make a new plan.

[princess_of_ida]

Oh? Enlighten me.

[moondregs]

I'm not sure what there is to enlighten you on. I'm spending time around people. I got a job.

[princess_of_ida]

What your new plan is. You made it sound like it was something more important than just attempting to be a normal social guy.

What's your job?

[moondregs]

That’s a pretty big difference from how I was living before. Sorry it’s not more interesting for you.

I’m a doctor’s assistant.