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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

John isn’t like sensei. Your dynamic and ours isn’t the same.

[dead_tongue]

your dynamic doesn't matter. how you feel does.

have you cried? I'd cry.

[moondregs]

I have.

[ Every night. In the privacy of his bed. Arms wrapped around a pillow. ]

[dead_tongue]

yeah. that's normal.

are you frightened?

[moondregs]

Isn’t everyone? We’re living in a horror movie.

[dead_tongue]

yeah.
yeah it's


can you tell me about something nice between you and House?

[moondregs]

He writes me poems. In Japanese. And leaves them in the clinic for me to find.

[dead_tongue]

oh my god that's so sweet!

[moondregs]

[ It is sweet. Something that shines. Keeps that flame burning in spite of everything. ]

I keep them all in a journal. John made me a small warded off area in the clinic. I store it there.

[dead_tongue]

that's beautiful. maybe one day you can show me one?

[moondregs]

The subject matter is a little intense.

[dead_tongue]

is it sexy? I bet it's sexy.

a man leaving you dirty poetry... I think I'm jealous!

[moondregs]

They’re filthy. It’s like he tries to make them increasingly more obscene each time.

[ But … where he’s toiling away in the clinic … a small ghost of a smile is on his lips without him even realizing it. ]

[dead_tongue]

that's so adorable and so hot.

yeah. that's a beautiful thing. you treasure it, Junpei. it's yours, and his, and it's special.

[moondregs]

[ Yours and his. Yours and his. ]

I don’t know if a poem comparing my butt to fruit is ‘beautiful’.

[dead_tongue]

well, I think it is.

[moondregs]

Do you know anything about how he died, Iggy?

[dead_tongue]

no. I wish I did.


I'm scared.

[moondregs]

Not even how he was found? Were there wounds?

Do you have someone you’re staying around?

[dead_tongue]

no. I'm in the dark on this one. John will take care of him, though. we both know that.

uhm
yeah.

I've been told not to, but.

[moondregs]

If it was Danny…

What?

[dead_tongue]

it wasn't. I'm sure of that.

[moondregs]

How?

And you’re avoiding my other question.

[dead_tongue]

I've spoken to him.

I don't know how to answer.

[moondregs]

And you trust him?

By telling me why people would not want you staying with them. You’re only making me more worried.