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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[dead_tongue]

I don't want to say anything else.

I think I just need a nap.

[moondregs]

You're still a horrible liar.

But, fine. I tried.

[dead_tongue]

please don't be mad at me right now I'm trying so hard Junpei I'm trying really really really hard just please don't be mad at me if I can't talk about it yet

[moondregs]

I try too, you know. I try so hard to not upset you. And yet I still do. Every single time. I don't know how to talk to you. I've tried every way I know how.

[dead_tongue]

you're not upsetting me. I'm just upset. I don't mean to be like this.


I found a piece. of her heart. it was a bird foot. it moved, sometimes. I carried it back and I'd feel it.

[moondregs]

A foot?

[dead_tongue]

yeah. from a crow or a raven, I think.
she wasn't super happy about it.

you were right. I never should have gone.

[moondregs]

You were brave. And wanted to help. But you’re back now.

Is Grady okay?

[dead_tongue]

I was stupid. I was so stupid.

he should have stayed here.

[moondregs]

He’d never let you face something like that alone.

[dead_tongue]

he should have. after what happened to him before...

I can't believe I got him hurt again. I'm not supposed to hurt anyone. I try so hard not to. I try so hard to be good and help everyone.

[moondregs]

I know you do. Others know you do.

But was it really you that hurt him?

[dead_tongue]

I need to do better.

it's my fault he was there.

[moondregs]

He made the decision, Iggy. And I’m sure he wouldn’t want you to blame yourself either.

If the roles were reversed, would you want him blaming himself?

[dead_tongue]

no. no, of course not.



we did such horrible things. I don't know how to fix it.