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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

It’s only because you want to sleep with Danny.

[dead_tongue]

nah. I'm not his type, so I've accepted it and moved on.

I've decided to be into soft boys now.

[moondregs]

Uh huh. Who?

[dead_tongue]

well I don't know, there's lots out there!

like Finch! he's a sweetie pie! he gave me a massage!

[moondregs]

But that doesn’t excite you.

[dead_tongue]

it did, actually. I mean, okay, I fell asleep, but that's why it's exciting! I slept! he rubbed my forearms!

[moondregs]

I can’t complain about you relaxing for a change.

[dead_tongue]

yeah.
that's my plan, now.


so.
earlier this month I saw someone flipping out. I tried to help. they didn't want my help. and I snapped at them. they told me "you are not kind."

and they were right. I yelled at someone in mental distress. and why? because of my dumb ego? because I had to force MY idea of helping on them?
hell, even you've told me that I'm not actually nice.

so. I'm just gonna look after myself for a while.

[moondregs]

Iggy, we were both mad and said things we shouldn’t have.

But you should focus on yourself, so I’m not going to dissuade you from that.

[dead_tongue]

maybe. but you said it for a reason, and I need to examine that.

yeah.
so! soft boys only!
and my sweet wonderful perfect murdermuffin which OH MY GOD so you remember what you said about the love of my fucking life?!?

[moondregs]

Are you going to be mad if I say no? I’ve had a lot on my mind.

[dead_tongue]

no, you were also wasted.

you called him 'some guy.'

and Junpei that is the funniest thing ever. you're so cute.

[moondregs]

Oh. That’s not so bad.

I’m not cute.

[dead_tongue]

I was so offended.

do you remember what he looks like at all?


you are so.

[moondregs]

Shorter than you. Beard. Looks like someone’s uncle?

[dead_tongue]

did

did you just call the most beautiful man alive an uncle

[moondregs]

You may be a little biased.

[dead_tongue]

only a little bit!

my point is! I'm gonna mind my own business! and sleep and hydrate and take up yoga! fuck soft boys who treat me like a queen!!

[moondregs]

Grady isn’t a boy.

[dead_tongue]

well no he's a middle aged bear of a man. but he treats me the best.

but everyone else. soft boy summer!


hey did you know I'm just like. such a dom now? lil old me! I give off vibes!

[moondregs]

It’s still spring.

The vibes?

[dead_tongue]

soft boy spring, then!

yeah! like these tough guys just coming to me to get smacked around!

[moondregs]

Guys plural? Just apropos of nothing?

[dead_tongue]

yes! ok not all of them are tough tough but they're tougher than me. but whatever! I must have a vibe now!!

[moondregs]

As long as you’re enjoying yourself. And staying safe.