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Junpei Yoshino, 19

"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."

 

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[moondregs]

Why are you saying it like that?

[dead_tongue]

I'm going.

Don't tell anyone, okay? I want to, or leave notes for the ones that would try to stop me.

I love you a lot, Junpei. I really do.

[moondregs]

You’re going? Iggy, you have no idea where you’ll end up. What if it’s nowhere?

[dead_tongue]

I know.

I've lost a lot of people, Junpei. People I loved with my whole heart. And the longer I stay here, the greater the chance I'll lose Finch. Either to the Void, or something here will break him irreversibly. And I can't take that. It would kill whatever hope I have inside me. So we're gonna risk it and go.

It hurts my heart to do it because I do love you all. I do. But if I stay... I don't think I'm strong enough to be me anymore if anything else happens.

[moondregs]

You think I haven't lost anyone? You think I don't miss them everyday?

Ianthe is already teetering, Iggy. This will push her over. I can't 'keep an eye on her' when she goes all out. I'm nowhere near powerful enough.

[ It's selfish. He knows. But he's desperate. In pain. ]

[dead_tongue]

I know that you do, and that you have. that's why I know you understand.

neither you nor I could ever stop her from doing anything, Junpei. all we could ever do, can do, is love her. can you love her and be there if she needs you?

[moondregs]

I’m not as good at loving as you are. You know that.

[dead_tongue]

yes you are.

I'll miss you.

[moondregs]

I'll never forget you, Iggy.