"If there was a button that killed everyone I hated, I probably wouldn't press it ... but if there was a button that killed everyone who hated me, I'd press it without hesitation."
I've lost a lot of people, Junpei. People I loved with my whole heart. And the longer I stay here, the greater the chance I'll lose Finch. Either to the Void, or something here will break him irreversibly. And I can't take that. It would kill whatever hope I have inside me. So we're gonna risk it and go.
It hurts my heart to do it because I do love you all. I do. But if I stay... I don't think I'm strong enough to be me anymore if anything else happens.
I know that you do, and that you have. that's why I know you understand.
neither you nor I could ever stop her from doing anything, Junpei. all we could ever do, can do, is love her. can you love her and be there if she needs you?
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I just wanted to send you my love. I know we've fought a lot, but you're still one of my oldest friends. like, time wise, not age wise. that's all.
mwah!
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How are you?
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fantastic! I'm all gross and in love, it's annoying for people. I've barely even been to work.
you?
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Jughead?
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cos he's the only other guy I've heard you talk about more than once. good for you! he's a cutie.
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But, yeah. He’s really amazing. We could talk for hours and I wouldn’t be bored.
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good! yay! I'm happy for you.
you're still on speaking terms with Ianthe, right?
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Don't tell anyone, okay? I want to, or leave notes for the ones that would try to stop me.
I love you a lot, Junpei. I really do.
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I've lost a lot of people, Junpei. People I loved with my whole heart. And the longer I stay here, the greater the chance I'll lose Finch. Either to the Void, or something here will break him irreversibly. And I can't take that. It would kill whatever hope I have inside me. So we're gonna risk it and go.
It hurts my heart to do it because I do love you all. I do. But if I stay... I don't think I'm strong enough to be me anymore if anything else happens.
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Ianthe is already teetering, Iggy. This will push her over. I can't 'keep an eye on her' when she goes all out. I'm nowhere near powerful enough.
[ It's selfish. He knows. But he's desperate. In pain. ]
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neither you nor I could ever stop her from doing anything, Junpei. all we could ever do, can do, is love her. can you love her and be there if she needs you?
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I'll miss you.
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